It was my first time

So I met this trans girl thru backpage & her pics were above average so I decided to go for it. I set up meeting, drove out to hotel, knocked on door, she let me in & we stood there looking at each other. She was a mixture of Asian & Hispanic. Pretty nice tits, long legs & didn't look like much fat on her anywhere. She asked me to go back & take a shower first so I did. Made sure my ass was super clean before I left house but better to clean again. I went back into the room where she lay & sat down beside her.

It was difficult to talk with her without looking down to where her girl-cock was at. I wanted to see it. Badly. I had a 1001 thoughts running thru my head while waiting to see my first cock that wasn't mine, or a cock I had an interest in for the first time. Was it too big for my mouth? Would it fit in my ass without destroying me? Should I swallow? Should I finger her asspussy? What would she do it I wanted to kiss, lick and/or eat her asspussy? Gotta remember to act cool! Gotta remember to suck it like how I like mine sucked. Do I talk dirty to her? Tell her how I want it. How I need to taste her.

I'm scared. I mean what if she decides to jus rip me a new one? We've talked and she knows I'm nervous so she asked me what I like to do during foreplay. What makes me horny. So I tell her. I like hearing dirty talk. Not being humiliated or anything like that but encouraging dirty talk. Seductive dirty talk. Talk designed to get me begging for that girl-cock.

I don't mind being told how tight my ass is (it really is virgin), how her lil baby girl is gonna love mommy's cock, how I have to swallow her nectar so she'll always have a part of her in me. Asking me questions like "do I like mommy's big girl-cock" , "do I want to swallow her nectar" ........ At one point I stopped & asked her if she comes in my mouth, will she still be able to fuck me after & she smiled & laughed. Told me I was enjoying myself a lot & how I easily became her lil bitch so quickly.